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July 08, 2009

a short one

My mom arrives tomorrow and I'm looking forward to seeing her. I miss her so much! Although we won't be able to spend to much time together before I leave, she's staying for a few more days after I get back from Big Trout so we can hang out. Looking forward to that very much. I still have lots to do. Most of it is cleaning. I don't want my mom to spend time cleaning my house so I want to leave it nice and clean for her so she can relax while taking care of the kids. 

Besides that, I've had the kids in camp this week. Danelia is going to a digital editing and filming camp at Sheridan College. She's spending her entire day there and comes back home at 4PM just like a regular school day. She's loving it. She's been also doing clay animation and has done a really good Harry Potter video. Joshua is in Bible Camp and it's only in the mornings. I go pick him up at noon and we have lunch together. He's liking it so far and the theme for the VBS is "Crocodile Dock" something. Very cute and he's learning about God, awesome stuff!

Must. go. clean. now.

July 06, 2009

wonderland and a stiff neck

Good morning.

It's the beginning of another week but this week is different. We're leaving for Big Trout Lake this upcoming Saturday evening. My mom is coming on Thursday evening to look after the kids. I'm feeling a little anxious about the trip, just little things that are kinda clouding my mind but nothing major. I'm sure God will work it out I just need to put my trust in Him.

What's new here? Well we went to Wonderland last Friday and it was a riot! We went the four of us and we brought one of Danelia's friends along so she could ride with Danelia because Dan and I don't do roller coasters and rides Danelia likes. We started by going to the kiddie zone so Joshua could ride some rides and then Danelia, her friend Sara and Dan went their separate way and Joshua and I stayed together in kiddie ville. Josh and I went on several rides together, we laughed, we had fun, he was so proud to be riding some rides alone and all that good stuff. I really enjoyed my time with him, just the two of us.

Then of course something happened. While I was with Joshua, I decided to try a ride that I thought I knew what it was. From the front of the ride you couldn't tell what it was because there was a little house that you entered through and after that you could see the ride but I didn't know this. I just decided to go on the ride because of the title of ride. It was called "Ghoster Coaster" and because it said "Ghoster" I thought it was like a hunted house kind of ride, nothing too scary since it was in the kiddie zone. I measured Joshua and he was allowed to ride with me so anyway, Josh and I line up, go through like a narrow maze and there was a lot of people in line and then when we finally get through the house I see it, it was a wooden ROLLER COASTER!!! Ok, if you know me, you know for a fact that I don't do roller coasters! Ever! I hate them! 

I couldn't turn back because the line up was just huge behind me and it was narrow so it would've been a pain! I was in a situation that I didn't know what to do. The worst part is that when I saw the wagon go up and down those hills, I panicked because I thought it was too much for my Joshua. There was this park guy in the middle of the line and I asked him if this ride was appropriate for Joshua given his height and he said that it was fine as long as he rides with me. I kept looking in the crowd if there were small children like Joshua trying to reassure myself. There seemed to be many but somehow it didn't make me feel better. So at that point I decided that we were going through the line up but we were going to pass and not go on the ride when it was our turn. So I started preparing Joshua, telling him the ride might be too scary for him and that he was too little to ride it etc. He was disappointed but understood. I had made up my mind but when our turn came up, I thought, we waited for sooo long, what the heck let's just do it! 

We got into our little wagon. We put on our seat belts and the bar went down on our legs. My heart was beating so hard, I was so nervous I instantly had a stress headache that unfortunately didn't leave me until after dinner time. My head was pounding and I felt week in the knees. I put my arm behind Joshua and held him tight against my chest. Then it started, we rode the mini roller coaster, first time for me in over 10 years, it went high up only to drop fast and furious and of course there was a little flash coming out of nowhere. Yeah, that would make a really pretty picture! I didn't buy it but I did see it, there was terror written all over my face. And Joshua of course had his little face buried in my chest. I held on to Joshua for dear life throughout the ride and with the other hand I held the bar. It was over before I knew it, what a relief! While we were riding Joshua didn't cry or said anything and I kept asking him, are you ok? and he just kept nodding "No". Poor kid, I should've used better judgement. 

So anyway, we made it in one piece but I had a splitting headache, a stiff neck and my jaws hurt. When I told Dan about the incident he was surprised I went on a roller coaster...and with Josh! He was disappointed I didn't buy the picture... We then had lunch and we switched, I went with the girls and Dan stayed with Joshua. I rode the ex "Italian Job" ride that is now called Back Lot Stunt Coaster...huh? I regret that ride, it went fast and furious and I wrecked my neck even more! All the screaming had my throat really sore. Can you believe I only went on two "thrill" rides and I was begging for mercy. Never again! After dinner we again split up and I was with Joshua and because it was getting late, the kiddie zone was almost empty and the line ups where so short. We went on this coconut ride, where the coconuts go up in the air and go round and round. Joshua was thrilled that it was just the two of us in the entire ride. He kept telling everyone "we were the only ones in the coconut ride!" he was so happy! And when we went on the Dora's Dune Buggies (because of our great team work) we won the race, he was so proud!  And guess what he wanted to ride next? He wanted to do the Ghoster Coster again! I asked him if he was scared of it and he said that it was just fast, he didn't mind the drops. But I told him that it was closed haha.

It was a great day, the weather was awesome and we had fun together. Danelia tried a few new rides with her friend. But Dan didn't ride any. We ended the day with ice cream and slushies and we got home close to 10PM. I slept like a baby that night and thankfully I didn't have any weird nightmares. 


July 02, 2009

no clever titles today

This week has been so busy so far! Dan's been home taking some vacation time with the exception of Tuesday. During his time home he has made himself available to me for cleaning, doing some much needed yard work and also some bbq'ing :)


We did some major cleaning in our bedroom. We cleaned out closets and drawers and ended up with 2 garbage bags full of clothes to donate. Felt really good to get rid of so much stuff. We also ended up purging tons of music cd's that we no longer listen to. 90% of all cd's were mine. Got rid of over 150 cd's and it's all going to a recycling centre along with some old batteries. Dan understands the concept of properly and responsibly disposing of specific items. So he has to go and do that as well... I got lots on my "honey do list" hehe 

I received my Stampin' Up! goodies in the mail and I haven't unpacked it all yet but I'm eager to play with it. Today Danelia is at the Ontario Science Museum with a friend and her parents so the house is rather quiet. Joshua and I are going to the movies this afternoon with my friend Carole and her son Alexander. I haven't seen her since Christmas so we're both really excited to see them! But first Dan, Joshua and I are going to have a nice lunch just the three of us. Not sure where yet but I'm waiting for my capris to finish drying and we'll be on our way. 

I leave you with some photo booth love :)

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June 28, 2009

fearless picketers

This afternoon Dan was sitting down at his computer minding his own business when out of nowhere these two young picketers came armed with maracas and tambourines holding their signs way up in the air. Their signs read "Wonderland". The two young protesters made it clear that they wanted their parent's attention shouting at the top of their lungs "Wonderland! Wonderland! Wonderland!". You see, they've been wanting to go to this amusement park and begging for a few days now. They marched around the house and it was working on me, they were persuading me to join their union. 

And so I joined. They made me a sign to give me a voice. And they handed me their biggest tambourine. They of course asked me if I would have the honour of leading the parade (this was part of their scheme so it would make a bigger impression on Dad). So I led the troops chanting in chorus "Wonderland!". We stood in front of Dad and in unison we asked, can we please go to Wonderland? Joshua was the most convincing with his cute little voice. Dan told us that he would deliberate for a few minutes and would let us know once he reached a decision. And so we waited.

And we waited.

Dan said he would bring us but he has to look into a few details first. Getting discount tickets from his work and also he asked that Danelia brings a friend with her so she's not bored because neither Dan or I ride the big thrill rides. Can I say something? While Dan was deliberating, the children were in their best behaviour! They cleaned up their rooms! Let me say that again...they cleaned up their rooms without whining! This is going to be a good week. Dan is off all week except for Tuesday. Fun!

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June 26, 2009

Photo 270 First day at home together.

Danelia is in pj's all day. Josh insisted on changing. I had to change briefly to get some breakfast at McDonald's but I didn't even have to put make up on! Love it. Just chillin'. Just relaxing on our first day of summer vacation together.

Nothing planned for today. Danelia has been doing some video editing all morning. Joshua played some wii and I just read some scrapbooking mags. I even managed to write a letter to one of my sponsored children. Another soccer team had a call up and Danelia volunteered to play in their team tonight since she missed her Wednesday game.

Looking forward to a great weekend!

June 25, 2009

last day of school pics

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What a great year it's been! Danelia got her report card and I'm very proud of her. Not only did she get outstanding marks but her teacher wrote that she's very organized, committed to her homework and assignments and always has all her materials ready for class. She's so responsible when it comes to assignments, always on time, always with the greatest of care. 

Joshua got his report card today and they don't get marked the same way. There are no scores just comments. His comments were: Joshua has more confidence in himself when there are group discussions. He is able to express feelings and courtesy appropriately. He actively participates in group activities, follows rules and displays strong motor skills in physical activities.

Joshua brought all his things from school with the exception of his favourite baseball cap (in the picture above) and he was quite upset about that. I have to call the school to see if they'll be open for a few days so I can go and get it if it's still in the classroom. 


June 24, 2009

1 more sleep...

and school's out! Joshua has been counting the sleeps all week. And tonight is the last one. We had such a busy day. This afternoon I went to Joshua's school because he was having water activities in the school yard and the teachers invited the parents. I wanted to be there and play with him. The weather was perfect for water play. The school had put out a water slide, lots of water guns and buckets of water. Joshua didn't want to get wet at first but then slowly he started to become more comfortable and he went on the slide and then he had a turn with the water gun. We then had popsicles and I came back home with him. 


Then instead of having our regular Wednesday group meeting we had a pool party. It was our last small group meeting (we call it home church) so we got together for some burgers and hot dogs and a swim. All day the weather was perfect! We just came back home and the kids are in bed. I have a slight headache maybe because of too much sun exposure. I noticed my allergies have kicked in and I will have to start buying some reactine or something. 

I'm tired now, it's been a long day. I miss my bed.

June 22, 2009

it's the last week of school...finally?

Pro's:

  • no more lunches to prepare
  • no morning rush to get to the bus stop on time 
  • sleeping in! 
  • going to our amazing water park just around the corner 
  • staying up late 
  • having little picnics in the backyard 
  • playing with the sprinklers in the backyard all day long  
  • having a camp out in mom & dad's bedroom 
  • a week of soccer camp for Joshua 
  • a week of computer camp for Danelia (she's really looking forward to this one)  
  • different breakfast every morning besides the ol' milk & cereal/toast  
  • stay in pj's all day if we want to 
  • go to the library and get great books and movies every week 
  • no more homework!    
Con's
  • boredom 
  • not seeing school friends as often 
  • no more me time for mommy
  • Danelia and Josh getting on each other's nerves 
  • playing too much wii
  • no more me time for mommy
  • Joshua not practising French as much 
  • Danelia not speaking French as much 
  • Mom has to do an effort to speak French to kids (which is followed by some protest)
  • no more me time for mommy  
I guess it's going to be a long summer for mommy without her me time. I'll be happy if I survive. I wish we could afford more summer camps for the children but 1 week each is about all we can do right now. Dan and I are leaving to Big Trout Lake in less than 20 days and my mom is coming over from Montreal to watch over the children with my younger sister. My mom is also bringing my older sister's children (3 of them!) because my mom takes care of them and they have no alternative childcare. All the kids are super excited about this! I'm not so excited for my mom, she has to look after all 5 of them! But I know she'll be alright. 

June 21, 2009

it's your day

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13 years ago you took on one of the most challenging but rewarding roles of all; being a father.

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I don't know what to say to you except that I am forever thankful that we're on this journey together, this parenthood thing. 

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You're an exceptional father. There is no one like you. 

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Our children are so incredibly blessed to have you love them and care for them in the way you do.
 
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Thank you for all you do for us.
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Happy Father's Day my love
XOXO


June 20, 2009

your front row seats to my nervous breakdown

10:00am

Fix Hair

Danelia

11:15am

Leave for Joshua’s Soccer

Dad

11:20am

Leave for Danelia’s Piano

Mom

11:30am

Piano

Danelia

11:30am

Soccer

Joshua

Noon

Pick-Up Danelia from Piano

Mom

12:30pm

Drive Home from Soccer

 

12:45pm

Leave for Ballet Recital with Josh

Mom

1:00pm

Arrive at Ministry Centre

Dan

1:00pm

Drop off Danelia at Recital

Mom

1:15pm

RECITAL DOORS CLOSE

 

1:30pm

Ballet Recital Starts

 

2:00pm

Packing party begins

 

3:33pm

Danelia Performs

 

3:45pm

Pick-Up Danelia

Mom

5:30pm

Packing Party Ends

 

5:30pm

Dan arrives home

 

5:45pm

Leave for Ballet Recital

Mom

6:00pm

Drop off Danelia at Recital

 

6:15pm

RECITAL DOORS CLOSE

 

6:30pm

Ballet Recital Starts

 

8:33pm

Danelia Performs

 

8:45pm

Leave Recital

Mom

9:00pm

Drop Danelia off for sleepover

Mom

June 19, 2009

encourage-grams

Every year for our Mission trip we have a tradition to make encourage-grams for each team member. The purpose of it is that while we are serving the Big Trout Lake community, we encourage one another within our team to let them know they are doing a great job and just share some words of encouragement. Each team member has his designated "tote/enveloppe/baggie" etc with their names on it and each team member can write each other notes and drop it in the recipient's baggie. At the end of a long day of hard work it's neat to know that your team mates appreciate you. It makes serving together a lot more rewarding.

I did the encourage-grams last year and I'm doing it again this year. I had this very simple concept. Our theme for this year's Bible Camp is "Colours of Faith" which is based on the wordless book (yellow, black, red, blue, white, green) Since our t-shirt logo is a graffiti with splashes of paint, I decided to go along the same idea. I finished them this afternoon. I made 19 of them (and an extra one for Joshua).

Here's some pictures of the encourage-grams:
 
IMG_8737I started with small white gift bags with a porous surface. I then proceeded the daunting task of writing 19 names (plus my little man's) with my trusty sharpie pen. My monochromatic heart wanted to stop right there but the theme is COLOURS of faith afterall so I couldn't stop  there.
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I then proceeded to colour the names with some pencil crayons, blue, green, red and yellow. I had to take little breaks because my hands were sore because I was pressing hard and I sharpened those pencils countless of times.

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IMG_8739 The back of the bag needed some tlc so I got my water colours out and did some splattering/sprinkling with my brush for the same effect as in our t-shirt logo. 

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I will be hanging these encourage-grams with some clothespins along a wall. I have a ton of block notes for us to write our encouragement messages and drop them in the corresponding person's bag. This year I will make an effort to write 5 encouragegrams per day while my stay at Big Trout because sometimes it gets so busy we forget to do the little things that matter as well. 

Ok so that's it for now. I still have some craft preps to do tonight. Gotta get those done because our BTL packing party is tomorrow! I'm trying not to panic but it's going to be a long night...


June 18, 2009

a treasured friendship

IMG_8181 I made this layout to honour my friendship with Kathryn. She's been a friend of mine for a few years now and to say that I love her dearly would be a huge understatement. This page is to highlight not only our friendship but our love of photography, can you believe how perfect we are for each other? She's awesome and so wise. 

For this page I lifted one of Ali Edwards' designs from one of her books, I've been enjoying going through my idea books lately and getting in the mood to scrap. Right  now it's crunch time for Big Trout Lake logistics. We are shipping all of our supplies and food for our Camp this Saturday and there are tons of things to do still. Once all of that rush is over, I'm hoping to get another page done before I go to BTL. 

Alright, this girl needs her beauty sleep ;)

P.S Yes the journaling in the lo is crooked and it's driving me CRAZY! Darn OCD! hahaha

June 17, 2009

home with the boys...

...with lots of homemade chicken soup and OJ. 

IMG_8581 Josh and Dan are home sick and are missing school and work as per dr's orders for the entire week. They are both getting better after spending a few rough days with the flu. The first thing that came to my mind was oh my gosh could it be H1N1? Unfortunately the doctor would not have them tested as they only test the high risk cases and the labs are completely crowded with tests. So here we are, not knowing what's going on but at least they're getting better. 

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Dan is still working from home but from time to time he takes a little break to rest and take a nap. Today he cuddled with Josh and Chico bear to watch Shrek. And me, well, I'm still holding the fort, not sick, taking care of things which reminds me that I must do some grocery shopping to get some OJ. 

June 16, 2009

i heart bento boxes

Found this amazing collection of bento boxes by Bento Business.

June 15, 2009

the dreaded monday post

Been slacking in the blog dept.

Last week was eventful. Joshua and I went on a field trip to African Lion Safari with his class. It was a lovely day and we had fun watching all sorts of animals. He especially enjoyed the monkeys climbing all over the vehicles and oh, he was making fun of the monkey's red butts...

On Friday night I had a Stampin' Up party at my place. I had 7 friends over and it was really fun. I wanted to order several scrapbook albums so that's the reason why I did the party since I thought I could get free products. I miss scrapbooking with a lot of friends, we should totally do this more often.

My Danelia got sick with some kind of viral infection. Went to the dr's and she didn't prescribe anything just rest and lots of fluids. Danelia also had some stye in her eye and it was swollen so I bought some baby shampoo to wash her eyes with and we're applying warm compresses as per the doctor's orders. 

Then my Dan got sick. And when Dan gets sick, he gets SICK! Cough, shivers, temperature, headaches, body aches, runny nose etc. He spent most of Saturday and Sunday sleeping and drinking lots of OJ. By then Danelia was feeling much better and she attended a Sundae extravaganza with her Youth group. She didn't want to miss it. 

On Saturday afternoon we went to a birthday party at a Mexican friend's house. She's lovely and so is her family. She's from Texas and they are here working on a temporary basis. I met her through my daughter's soccer, both our girls play in the same team. The party was excellent, they served brisquet and ribs, all prepared in their smoker. I've never had meat like that and it was so delicious!

Sunday morning Joshua woke up with a fever, cough and tummy aches. Another soldier down. He was so miserable. My chicken soup seemed to help a bit but my little family barely had an appetite. We skipped Church that morning and there was lots of cuddles and hugs from mom. I know now why I never get sick, it's because I must look after my family. Imagine all of us with the flu? Who would make the chicken soup? Who would give tummy rubs? Who would apply cold compresses to bring down a fever? 

I'm not even trying to stay away from them so I don't get sick. I am totally in the mist of it all. I slept with Joshua last night. I know my immune system kicks some serious butt but seriously? This is a total miracle, thank you Lord Jesus! Keep me strong and healthy so I can continue to care for all of them until each one of them is fully recovered. 

Dan has an appt. this evening with the dr. I have no plans except care for Joshua until he feels better. He's home from school right now and he no longer has a fever. I debated bringing him to the dr's but I decided to keep him home and watch him closely. Ok this has taken longer to blog than I wanted to, that's what happens when you neglect the ol' bloggy.

Later peeps


June 09, 2009

our BTL t-shirt logo!

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I have to thank my cousin Joao, a graffiti artist for helping us create our logo for this year's BTL Bible Camp. Thanks Joao! Also we owe a huge thanks to Patrick, our graphic designer of several years for contributing once again and making our BTL logo look professional! He rocked this logo like nobody's business!